| Location | Newcaslte Upon Tyne |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 03/10/2005 |
| Date of Death | 03/10/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,539 since 21/10/2006 |
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We never planned on having a baby but when I found out about you and your sister we couldnβt have been happier! Daddy couldnβt believe it, Iβve never seen him that happy before! We decided not to tell anyone about you until we had to we loved having it as our little secret.
We went straight out and stared planning things we had so much to decide on! What pram to get, what cot to get etc. As soon as we got to the shops Daddy started putting things in the basket and imagining you in them. I donβt know what came over him he hates shopping!
I carried on with my live like normal until I could get a doctor appointment where he confirmed the excellent news we were going to be a Mammy and Daddy! I already had a holiday booked but the doctor said its fine to fly in early weeks on pregnancy so I went. My holiday was great even though I was being sick all the time and was off my food. I didnβt care it would be worth it in the end!
I flew home on the 2nd October; everything seemed fine your Daddy had missed us so much! I had a check up at the Doctors to make sure everything was fine and go for a scan. I couldnβt believe it when he said you were fine and he was 70% sure you were a girl. Mammy had always said she didnβt mind but deep down I wanted a little girl, Daddy was chuffed & we started calling you Daddyβs little princess. What they didnβt tell us was there were two little princesses!
On the 3rd October 2005 my life was to change forever! I had serious cramping and was bleeding very heavily. I rang the doctors who seen me straight away and a temporary doctor arranged to see me. He said everything was fine and a lot of women experience this when they are pregnant, I was so happy you were still there!
A week later the bleeding was still there and I now had tissue coming away, I knew something was wrong. When I went to the doctors they done a pregnancy test which came back positive I couldnβt believe it after all this our baby was hanging on! It wasnβt until the Doctor explained some women pass the baby and a test will still show up positive! I went for a scan and they confirmed you were gone.
You are our precious little princesses, we miss you so much. You were taken away from Mammy and Daddy far too soon! Daddy misses his little princesses so much no one will ever be able to fill that special place! Donβt ever think we have forgotten you or donβt love you anymore; we will always be your Mammy and Daddy who loves and misses you more than anything!
Hello Baby,
I'm missing you so much! I just wish I could see your face! I wish I had the chance to hold you and look into your eyes while telling you how much I love you. Just simple little things I have missed out on mean the most! I would have been good baby, I would have tried my hardest. I would have done anything for you, you know that right! I tried I really did I didnt want you to go! I just wasnt strong enough you were already gone!
I'll always love you princess never forget that!
Mammy
xxx
Mammy misses you lots!
Princess,
Mammy misses you just too much! When you were taken my whole life ended! I just wish you were here with me so bad! Will life ever be the same again? All I ever think about is you! Why did you have to go? I wish I was taken with you life would have been much easier!
Love you millions
Mammy xxxxx
Mammy misses you so much
Morning Princess,
Mammy & Daddy are finally getting married! In may 2 years after getting engaged I can't wait! It took him long enough to ask me eh! Its going to be a day filled with joy but also sadness because you arent there! We'll be thinking of you the whole day angel! I have to get a dress for neave which totally breaks my heart because you would have been around her age.
Mammy & Daddy love you soo much princess! Sleep tight xxxxx
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Morning Princess
I hope you ok today! Mammy has got work soon which i'm not looking foward to because im in until 12.30 as you know I'm normally in bed by 9! Im going to have a lazy day today and then get ready. I hope your going 2 a school In heaven missy I bet you would have loved it going there with you sister. I bet you tease her because your the oldest. Sleep tight little one Mammy & Daddy will be with you again one day I promise. Love you lots!xxxx
Hello Princess,
I seen ur little sign last week! How come Daddy gets two missy! I just noticed a few nights ago you would be 4 now- how fast does time go! It just feels like yesturday we lost you and kaitlyn! Me & Daddy miss you so much! Im sick of asking the question WHY!?! We would have been great parents and gave you everything! So many people have children and treat them bad I would have loved you so much! Mammy and Daddy are getting married soon I would have loved for you to be there walking down the ailse with me! It's going to kill me not having the 3 most important people in my life there! I'll get through somehow just like I do everyday! I miss you baby! I love you so much never forget that! Be good baby until Mammy sees you again one day!
love you millions xxxx
Hello darling! Did you have a good christmas? I hope so!. Ours would have been better if you, your sister & brother were there! I hope your coming down for new year darling. Have a fab new year! and please stop me doing something i may regret hehe xx
Love ya lots!
Aunty Laura xxx
Merry Christmas! We miss you so much!
Merry christmas Neo baby we miss you so much! Christmas day just isn't the same without you! Why does life have 2 be this hard! Catch the kiss I'm sending to you baby! I miss and love you so much! Mammy xxx
Hello baby,
Make sure you come down and give your Daddy a big kiss on his birthday! We miss you so much! I just wish life was different and you were still here!
Mammy & Daddy love and miss you so much princess!
xxxx
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